I miss you. More and more everyday. When people talk about loss, I never really understood it. I’ve lost family members, but I still didn’t get the pain when others were grieving over them. Now that I’ve lost you, I wish I hadn’t. I don’t want to know what it feels like to have pain this unbearable. I held you in my arms before and after you left me and I just begged to someone up there, “Please. Don’t do this. I’m begging you. Give her back to me.” And nobody listened. You’re gone and now it feels like the world became less important because you aren’t around anymore. Everyone who knows you is crying that you’re gone. Crying that someone so sweet and loving was taken away from the world. Please forgive me for not trying hard enough to save you. If I could make it right, you know I would. I just want you back.